Sunday, January 18, 2009

INDIA – our loving neighbors

We love India, not that we have too many options. We are surrounded mostly by Indian soil with the tiny exception of Myanmar at the south east and Bay of Bengal on the south. When you have a behemoth as a neighbor, all you can do is pretend to love him and pray that he returns the favor. If he doesn’t – well, there is not much you can do about it.

Lets venture into the lives of a typical Bangladeshi family. By typical, of course I mean a generalized version, so if you are in anyway offended by it – live with it, there is nothing I can do. They say the truth is always bitter. Anyways, a guy wakes up, goes to the toilet and brushes his teeth with Indian toothpaste. Then he has a breakfast, which is probably prepared in Indian utensils. And there is also a high possibility that the stuff he is eating is some delicacies from an Indian cooking show.

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See the little blank space on the right? That’s us!

He heads to the bus station and rides a bus imported from India and heads to his workplace. This is I know for a fact, as many of our buses are of TATA company. He might be unfortunate enough to work under an Indian supervisor. So he kills his time… err… works until lunch and heads to the cafeteria only to have rice with meat, preferably of Indian cow.

In the evening, he may attend some social gathering with his better half where almost everyone is dressed up in Indian influenced clothing (specially the ladies). He returns home late at the evening and watches some cricket match in some Indian sports channel. If he is unlucky he has to watch those crappy Hindi daily soaps with his wife. Then he doses off to sleep murmuring to himself…”Damn, India, they are killing us!”

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Sunday, January 11, 2009

Fate

“Fate is in heaven, the armor is on the breast, success is with the legs. Go to the battlefield firmly confident of victory, and you will come home with no wounds whatever. fate

Engage in combat fully determined to die and you will be alive; wish to survive in the battle and you will surely meet death. When you leave the house determined not to see it again you will come home safely; when you have any thought of returning you will not return.

You may not be in the wrong to think that the world is always subject to change, but the warrior must not entertain this way of thinking, for his fate is always determined.”

Uesegi Kenshin (1530 – 1578)

Japanese Warlord

Confused? Yeah, me too. First I thought being confident about something counts… then he says expect the exact opposite of what you want!!! Well, I do tend to get the opposites in my life. I wanted a digital camera and ended up with a cell phone. Hmm, next time, I’ll wish for a TV – maybe then I’ll get a PS3?

Diary of a Prisoner

I lay still in my wretched prison…

Impoverished of the clairvoyant sky, raging sun, seductive moon, visiting birds, roaming clouds, fertile grounds, nubile rivers, ragged mountains……………

Only four walls, four white walls, made with mourning stones

- Were present


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Another day, another eternity, gone…

Lost in the bottomless cavity of the fourth dimension…


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Apathetic to the changes….

Disconnected with the outside….

Am I forgotten by time?


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I tried to shout, but of no avail

I tried to cry, but tears didn’t come.

Do I hate(/love) the walls?

They are all I can rest my tired eyes upon…


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I lay in darkness…

Accompanied only by the perpetual aura of my heart….

I glanced at the broken mirror

My shattered self stared back with malice


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I know the glass is half empty,

But I want to believe -

The glass is half full…….”


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Monday, January 5, 2009

Fighting inner demons

My friend, we are like the valets who lamely polish the knight’s armor and clumsily sharpen his words. And when the knight – that is you – is fighting. What can we do but offer encouraging words? We cannot help you fight those demons in your head; you must fight alone. And when by God’s grace you win, it is because of the strength you have harvested in those lonely moments. And not because of your sharp sword, not because your armor shone.”

- A N Yusuf

 

No matter what everyone tells you, you are alone. You have to look out for yourself. You, yourself, have to fight the evils inside you. Only you can shape your life.

A good ‘bad day’ continued

Previous

Rest of the day was uneventful. I went to classes, stared blankly at the board, pretended I was interested in whatever was going on – and I was fine. Pretty neat, huh?

It was evening and I was returning home. I was really excited. We had a dinner invitation that night. I don’t usually socialize, but I am not too stupid to pass a free meal in a five star hotel. So, I got home and dressed up, literally.

I was looking great. No, my mom didn’t tell me that. I could clearly see that in the mirror. Besides, girls were checking me out. Of course they were.  There was nothing or no one behind me, I checked. I don’t remember girls swooning over a plain wall.

Anyway, a girl caught my eyes. She had dark hair, dark eyes, a cute smile…wait a minute… she looks familiar. Oh my god, that was the girl from my dreams! I couldn’t believe it. Damn, I was in love! I was ogling at her like a love struck pappy for the rest of the evening. But I was too scared to approach her.Then I saw she was talking to my mother. I saw an opening and rushed to my mom. Usually I act like we are not even related!

I put on my brightest smile and approached them. My mom saw me and introduced us. “Hey, meet your aunt”, she said gleefully. AUNT? What the……? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

That was it. I lost my appetite……ate like a little boy who never had used spoon and fork. Why God…why? My dream girl had to be my aunt! Yes, she is younger than me… and we are distant relatives… but how on earth I was going to tell her? What a waste of love at first sight.

I returned home only to find that cable was out… so I couldn’t watch TV. I decided to hit the sacks. I almost fell asleep than I remembered, I had a quiz the next day. So I got up and hit the books instead. But as my luck would have it, just then load-shedding.

It turned out to be a good ‘bad day’ – hey, at least I wasn’t run over by a bus or something.

Disclaimer: Any resemblance to a person or a place is purely intentional. I can’t make everything up, you know.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

A good ‘bad day’

It was a beautiful winter morning. But I was in no mood to enjoy the lukewarm winter sun. I wanted to go back to sleep. I was dreaming that I saved a charming princess from the evil villain and she was about to give me a kiss…. just then the alarm went off.

I groaned, switched off the alarm and got up. I had a class on 10.30, it was already 8.00. I gave out a long sigh and started exercising. My head was still blank and I was vaguely trying to remember that princess……umm……she had dark hair, black eyes and a very cute smile……OUCH! My muscles just went haywire. “Great,” I thought. “What a day it is going to be.”

It was 10 o’ clock, and I was on my way to college. I was even more crankier than before. Well, I’m always cranky anyway. I had missed my regular bus, thanks to the injury.I caught another bus eventually. But as my luck would have it, there wasn’t a single empty seat.

Luckily I was able to reach varsity just in time. I limped away to the chemistry lab and took a back seat. I had no intention of becoming the teacher’s favorite pupil – I hate chemistry.

The class was beyond boring. It was the first class of the semester and our beloved professor was discussing how chemistry lab is similar to a kitchen. I was trying earnestly not to fell asleep. I was up until 4 last night chatting with internet buddies, and the boring lecture wasn’t helping.

“You sir!” I was awaken from my slumber rudely. “Too much partying last night, eh?” remarked the professor. I gave out a sheepish smile, cause I had nothing to say. Then he made some joke about the younger generation and how we are going straight to hell with all our cell phones, iPods and snobbish attitude. I just made the worst impression I imagined.

I somehow survived that day. I didn’t injure myself or burned down the lab. But I did succeed to make a fool of myself while washing the equipments. I sighed at the sight of my friends chatting with the girls. No girlfriends for another semester.

Continued