I think I've hit some sort of writer's block! There was a time when words came to me, now they remain pretty elusive. I keep coming up with ideas and they sound great in my head. But when I start writing them - the words just look all wrong. Well, I tend to lose interest in stuff way faster than I gained it, but this is something different. I still like blogging; I just think I've lost the ability to express myself eloquently. This is really bad, I never had any trouble in that department before. Am I out of touch?
There is nothing more dreadful than losing an ability that you have had for granted. Over the last few years I've changed a lot, but never lost the ability to dream thanks to my overactive imagination. Now, I'm having troubles in giving voice to my dreams.
Enough with the whining. Let's move on to the next topic (that I'm going to whine about)!
For last couple of years, I have been frustrated with my life. Tried to improve it, lead it to a new direction. But none of them actually worked. Some even led to greater troubles that was more than I ever asked for. Then I hurried back to my shell and built a veil of indifference around it. That was another wrong decision. I lost some of new found abilities. God how I miss them!
Time just flew by me. I can't believe I've completed five semesters already! It still feels like yesterday, when I was a freshman. Well, I'm not happy with my college life. I'm just hanging on, somehow producing enough energy to pull my carcass on this wretched plane. I haven't made a lot of friends. People just don't seem interesting to me. They appear to me as the non-playable characters from games - one dimensional, typical, wannabes.
I somehow always fall for the wrong girl, probably someone way out of my league or even residing in a different planet! At present, I'm harboring feelings for someone, and boy they are pretty strong. I can't stop thinking about her. She is haunting me in my dreams. And the dreams are so sweet that they give me heartache.
I wish I could live in my dreams!
There is nothing more dreadful than losing an ability that you have had for granted. Over the last few years I've changed a lot, but never lost the ability to dream thanks to my overactive imagination. Now, I'm having troubles in giving voice to my dreams.
Enough with the whining. Let's move on to the next topic (that I'm going to whine about)!
For last couple of years, I have been frustrated with my life. Tried to improve it, lead it to a new direction. But none of them actually worked. Some even led to greater troubles that was more than I ever asked for. Then I hurried back to my shell and built a veil of indifference around it. That was another wrong decision. I lost some of new found abilities. God how I miss them!
Time just flew by me. I can't believe I've completed five semesters already! It still feels like yesterday, when I was a freshman. Well, I'm not happy with my college life. I'm just hanging on, somehow producing enough energy to pull my carcass on this wretched plane. I haven't made a lot of friends. People just don't seem interesting to me. They appear to me as the non-playable characters from games - one dimensional, typical, wannabes.
I somehow always fall for the wrong girl, probably someone way out of my league or even residing in a different planet! At present, I'm harboring feelings for someone, and boy they are pretty strong. I can't stop thinking about her. She is haunting me in my dreams. And the dreams are so sweet that they give me heartache.
I wish I could live in my dreams!
"Without you, tomorrow is just the memory of yesterday...."
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