Waiting For A Miracle

How can I express my feelings,
If I don't even understand them?


Maybe I'm just a fool who's being deceived by himself........

Do I really opt for love
Or is it sex?
Do I long for a bright day
Or just a house made of hay?


I don't know,
Or maybe I do....
Is it my greatest pretend?


I'm waiting for a miracle.......
Perhaps a magic spell;
To remove all my grievances, sins and mockeries....


Will it really happen?


Or I will remain filled with despair
And will be pretending till eternity?